Making it more ...

palatable.


WAHHH!

Well, I can cry like a baby and lay on the ground until the snow covers me.

or


I can remember who I am.

He is nuts - that is a fact. And that means logic doesnt work with him.
But I have more than logic. I have courage and strength and love for my kids. And those are far stronger than someone who is grandiose with nothing to back it.

The mitigating factors (I refuse to put "positive") are:
1. He lives in a ghetto in Indiana and is more likely to be killed there then in prison. (* Mother , I know you dont like this line of thinking but it IS a mitigating factor.)
2. If he is on treatment - highly unlikely, he is not likely to stay on it. Which means he will just return to doing the illegal things he does. Which means a return to jail. And we DO want him in jail for the divorce trial.
3. Tho his license is suspended, he is going to get behind the wheel of a car again for sure and soon. And he is more likely to be killed (hopefully NOT bringing someone else with him) there than in prison.

I'm so glad I decided not to have the Halloween party. RIght now I'd be worried he'd show up and gun us all down.


THE BIGGEST FACTOR OF ALL IS THAT EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO US SO FAR HAS TURNED OUT TO BE THE BEST THING FOR US. THE SPIRITS WHO WATCH OVER US HAVE PROTECTED US VERY THOROUGHLY AND THERE IS NO REASON TO THINK THIS TIME WILL BE ANY DIFFERENT.

I choose
!


UPDATE! I rec'd a phone call from my states attorney rep. She said he has not been released but, instead, is in the county awaiting transport to our home county for outstanding warrants. Also, she is going to find out why he was released on his own recognizance - is this judge nuts too? - and she noted they are going to try and get a high bail set.