Yesterday, on the way home, I caught myself looking for him which is something I had stopped doing a long time ago. I thought I saw him twice but both times it wasnt so.
Now, I know he has no transportation out here. Which I think was one reason I stopped looking for him. Plus he has no reason to bother us as I think he is tired of being in jail.
Last night I had a dream. And, I know! Dreams related to other people are boring. But this one is like the Readers Digest dream. I saw a white sign - like a wooden sign you'd see on a post stuck in the ground. When I first "saw" the sign I knew it related to him. But the letters werent arranged so I could read them. And then they changed to say "Careful. He is coming." And I knew, in my dream, they related to him.
So, yes, there are indeed many reasons for me to start looking for him. Its been a while - around two weeks since I heard about him - and I know he probably thinks we will come up with a settlement offer asap which means he is going to start bothering my attorney - and Christmas is coming (not that he ever had anything to do with it beyond opening his own gifts and fighting me so hard on wrapping the gifts before Xmas morning that I would ahve to do them all myself or get help from my mom and the kids) And I would dream it because I'm concerned.
But that said, I'm going to keep my eyes open. Even if these were subconscious self-generated warnings, that doesnt mean they arent valid warnings.
BTW,
TO GO!
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