Brace yourself!

Well, with school and kids, I have been remiss in posting.

Things have become very bad here. We couldnt even speak without sniping. My little ones had started having nightmares at nite. So I just started ignoring him. He still talks to me when I'm singing, whatever - telling me how I once made him late to his brother's for dinner because I was in the tail end of the process of buying a car, or how I ruined his career because I wouldnt move - but the nightmares have stopped.

I found "Divorce for Dummies" so now I am scheduling myself to separate in June after my oldest graduates. Its the only thing keeping me going. Bank of Mom, after witnessing what is going on here, has agreed to help me out until I get done with school in 3 years.

He is playing the Imminent Financial Disaster Game as of last night. Tho this time, I think its true. We'll see. He says by Friday or not at all. I handled it very cool.

My oldest told me he cant wait to leave for college (I dont blame him) but he feels bad for us that we are left here with HIM. However, I pointed out my plan - that none of us will be left with HIM really since I am going to separate and file for divorce in the summer. Its a great comfort to me.