I summarize it thusly:
I see no indication or sign that he currently loves me or even likes me. He seeks neither time nor converse with me. Sometimes he is indifferent. Most times he expresses irritability. It is rare but times do occur when we actually enjoy each other's company. This is never for more than five minutes. He is not interested in me or the kids. He keeps secrets when it comes to his family.
His happiness and that of his family take precedence. And he gets 99% of his satisfaction outside of our family unit. There is no way I can see of making this work.
This ended 17 years ago.
